Another Major Cathing UP!!!

Whoa...it feels like forever since I last blogged. These days I have little spare time to blog away my life. Not that I try to brag my life off...but I really don't have much spare tie on my sleeve. This 2 months (July-August) supposed to be holidays...but Lord...I'm off busy doing things....my only holiday is just went to Solo-Jogja for 4 days, with Cen2 laoshi and Ma Feng laoshi...with ko Alex of course. And that's all! I break my record for having 2 straight week (including weekends and Sundays) going out for several occasions a day. I of course have to look out for BURAM n EXPO for HIMANDA....that takes up much of the time. Monday and Saturday every week. In between I have to attend dance class (no, I'm not dancing...I just came to check on), driving class, and hell lotta meetings...it almost kill me. On the last day on the second week (Sunday, August 16th) I finally gave up and went home. Just a day before, I'm sorry for fellow Literature Major friends to see me collapse after weekly meeting....I really can't help it.

Totally...it has been quite a week. Now I'm starting another week...and yes...1 week has passed including today (Sunday, August 30th)...I dunno 'bout next week but I think it will be the same. Why? I don't know why but people kept looking or me for anything. Not that I'm arrogant...but I don't know...I might need some rest...

Things on the personal realm has changed. I have found a new besties hahaha....we're getting along well...and funny things is that she is as busy as I am..even more than me exactly...and funnily too...we still manages to find sometime together...good for us eh? anyway...It's 3 AM already...I think I better went off to dreams land before it's too late...I have a hectic Monday anyway hahaha...I'm going to sing my voice out lout tomorrow...by doing karaoke with friends...Ok then...off to dream land!!!

Cathing Up

Been so busy lately...or busying myself to be correct. I'm always exhausted returning to my dorm. Almost every day of the week was spent outside and like having a job...I started at 9 and finish at 5..sometimes at 9...ouch! but I'm lovin what I'm doing anyway...

First of all...I have to recap my life since the last time I left of this blog (in Indonesian of course). My January was different...that's all I can say. I broke up with my ex and I broke up with my best friend (too). So then was a lonely time...so so lonely... And don't forget I have been "fighting" with another friend...which result in her hating me until January...then I got elected to be the president of our student body (HIMANDA)...I'm proud but stressed at the same time. Anyway my first ever on duty assignment is a big success...lovely! Thanks to Qing2 who acts as the leader of the event.

February is a turn point for me. My lovely friends needs me...so I fight my own sadness and literally the world...and I finally get a grip of my own life. I know what to do and I will do it no matter what...it continues until March-April. Literally I drive with a mach speed these month...I make up for the cloudy December...hahahaha. I'm steering a seminar which was lead by our cutest Yulia...and we break the record for attendance which is 110...and our Chinese Literature student is 400...so we manage to get 1/4 from it...usually we only get 25-35..congratulation to Yulia and team of course for the record breaking...but before celebrating...on the same week I wrote a research called "Chinese Students Response on HIMANDA's Class" which co-wrote with Netta and Non. I didn't manage to finish it...because I have only 10 days...yes 10 days only to write it and on the 6th day...I was told I'm going to Beijing...I was selected out of 80+ students to go to Beijing...and what's so frustating is Andyni Laoshi (our beloved Head of Major) selected me to "lead" the 16 students that was picked. Actually I'm quite angry...this was like escaping a lion entering a crocodile dungeon...but because she managed to persuaded me...I'm off to Beijing...For once in my life!!! I got a scholarship...hahaha...and I got it by my own ability. Something to be proud of huh? hahaha...I got a ticket to attend Youth Summer Camp in Beijing on Chinese Language.

Januariku

Bulan ini....bulan yang aneh. Berbagai hal-baik atau buruk- banyak terjadi disini. Kejujuran gw pun ditantang....kemampuan gw dipaksa utk dikuras....pikiran pun sama. Sulit memang...

Tahun ini aku memulai tugasku sebagai Ketua Himanda, himpunan mahasiswa di kampus. Ternyata semua tidak semulus yang diperkirakan...semua tugas menumpuk itu udah menunggu utk dikerjakan...

Cape. Satu kata yang menghinggapi gw akhir2 ini. Membuat gw sendiri menjadi kurang istirahat. Bahkan dalam 24 jam terakhir, gw hanya tidur 10 jam. Mengejar semuanya...mengejar pekerjaan, mengejar pelajaran....

Semua orang pasti akan merasakan depresi seorang pemimpin jika berada di kursi itu. Sekarang aku pun tak beda. Kesepian, kejenuhan, ketidak seimbangan mulai datang silih berganti di hari-hariku....aku mulai merasa penat...padahal baru sebulan aktif di jabatan ini...bagaimana nasibku 10 bulan ke depan?!

Tapi aku berterima kasih kepada adik2 di Himanda...dengan tawa lepas mereka, mereka membantu meringankan bebanku. Tak ketinggalan teman2 sejawatan...terima kasih utk kalian semua...Semoga aku bisa menjawab semua tantangan yang ada...